Have you ever been in a situation where you were reading a friend's entry about things that are going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute... since when are they working there? Since when are they dating him/her? Since when does she have a cat? Since when..." And then you wonder how you could have missed all the seemingly standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like information you should already know? It happens to all of us. If you've ever been in that situation concerning an entry in my journal, this is for you.

( Meme here... )

ahh life. Mine is just so ridiculously over-complicated! I think I am supposed to be in 3 different places this weekend lol 
Money is another issue, I have none. And I now have a holiday to Tunisia to pay for this month! So if anyone owes me cash now would be a fab time to cough up! *watches tumbleweed blow past* ah well. Any tips on making cash fast?! legally that is *rolleyes*

To quote my song of the moment:
( Lyrics )

I'm stuck. I need to make a decision but I don't know which path to choose!!
( Dilemmas, dilemmas. )

Something I was discussing with my housemate today really made me think about my life.

( I have trapped myself in a Bree.... )

Today I met Rob Roy (not his real name) for the first time, and he is HOT! His arrival is like a ray of sunshine, how sad is that?!?! I mean, my work is still not going anywhere, my supervisors are still screwing me over, I'm still broke, I still never see my friends & I'm still sick but after meeting him today (thanks Yana lol) I am actually in a really good mood, even emails from the Evil Bitch of Death haven't brought me back down! Hope he sticks around....wonder if he is single     *wanders off whistling*

Bless my mother *pats* I have just got off the phone with her after a "secret" conversation about her spending an absurd amount of cash on Take That tickets!! She's going to be so disappointed if Robbie shows up at any concert but the one we end up going to! 

( and in other news: )

This song applys to so many moments/people throughout my life. Hearing never fails to make me feel something.

( Lyrics )

Recently I have found myself in the "shoulder to cry on" position quite a lot. I find myself wondering if maybe there is something in the air right now that is making life become shitty for everyone. And whilst I am not complaining about being the friend that people feel they can talk to and get comfort from, hell I LIKE being that person, I think it is having a bad effect on me. The day before yesterday I found myself having a complete emotional breakdown for no reason, I mean sure my life is a bit screwy at the moment but who's isn't? So was I crying for my pathetic life, was I crying in sympathy of my friends pain or are emotional breakdowns just contagious? Whilst I would love to know the answer to this, I would rather not examine myself or my feelings that closely, I'm too afraid of what I will see!